Shadows of romance

In this erotic, romantic short story, Joshua is a successful young man who just can't get it together in order to enjoy a happy, romantic life. Why can't he get and keep the man of his dreams? What's holding him back? A chance meeting on the beach may yield the clues to help Joshua get his life back on track. Perhaps a little mystery and fate may hold the key.  Explicit language.  Approx. 6k words.